Day 4 - A habit you wish you didn't have.
We all have habits, that we sometimes wish we DID NOT have. This is how I see it, if no one had habits, then we will all the the same and life would not be as interesting as it is now! So YES, we all hate our bad habits, and love our good habits, but too me it make us unique in our own little way.
A habit I wish I did not have, which I think many people have, is the habit of always thinking of what others think of you. Since I can remember, I have always worried what people think of me and if they like me. I was quiet a chunky girl in my past, so which made that even more difficult for myself. I always kept my mouth shut and never said what i wanted because I didn't want people to judge me.
When I lived in NYC, that changed me a little, because I didn't know many people, I could do what I wanted, wear what I felt look good at the time, and I felt that people never judged me (well that's what I thought) I was my true self. Since I have been home my habit has returned, not as much as before, but I do believe that everyone is afraid of not fitting in. I am just so grateful that I have found true friends, that I know I can always be myself and that will never judge me. I always try NOT too fit into the crowd and just be ME, but sometime that is a little difficult because I am sometimes afraid of what people will think.
I am trying my utmost best not to care, but it is a habit of mine that I wish I DID NOT have.
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